Faith

Today was very tiring for me. I didn't have time to breath nor did i have time to see the sky. I woke up very early in the morning and went back home very late at night. It's hard when you have so many responsibilities. Needless to say I'm just a kid. If this is me without any sons or daughters. Without any houses or debts. I wouldn't want to imagine the stress of the millions of people that have a million more things to do on their day. God knows everything. He knows what you want, when you want it and how you want it. You just don't know it yet. And I'm not the most devoted christian, but I believe God works in mysterious ways. I was a witness of that today. Sometimes he knows what you need even before you ask him.

I'm not the type of person that believes in coincidences. Everything happens for a reason. Everything that goes up, has to come down eventually. The harm you do to others we'll return to you, maybe not in the same form, but it will. The forces of nature all work accordingly. The whole universe bends on the same side.

My life has always been held on in cycles. Love cycles, death cycles, depression cycles. And I'm sensing that one is going to go down soon. My money's on the depression cycle. But who knows.