No More

When everyone is drunk, who will be there to see? Nobody will be able to talk, cigarettes clouding our mind and Electro beats damaging our heart. I went to a club on saturday night, and i didn't like what i saw. Not because of the illegal minors misplaced, not because of the tequila shots some people drank. But because i realized while I was there, that this generation is fucked. I don't know if it's because I'd never been as sober as I am right now. But there is something really wrong. And to tell you the truth, I don't want to be a part of it. I wont. Every friday night's the same, Every saturday night's the same. We let our instincts get the best of us. They looked like animals more than they looked human. And I pity them. I seriously do. And forgive me if I don't join in your little ritual of stupidity and self-reliance. I'm done. (oh, i forgot to mention: "Everybody lies", Most people never change & Some people are just damaged by nature)

Most faithful mirror

But today is a new day, and even though it rains i still miss your face. And the sunshine is nowhere to be seen, and the streets are filled with disgusting attitude. Today will be the day. Later on tonight. Like a spider in your heart. We'll be forever traced. Because "love is a verb, and a gentle impulsion" Even if the tattoo is fading, i smile. You went through me and into my brain. Like the ink, that comes from the pen. "When all are one, and one is all" Maybe i missed the rainy days. Maybe I just needed it. We all need umbrellas every once in a while. We all need to cover ourselves from the "rain"

You can't break the broken

A lot has changed since I've been lost. Maybe not my name, maybe not my face but pretty much everything else. I stopped believing in love. I stopped believing in chance. I no longer fear death. I don't care about the World, its fucked up anyway. The laws made by the sane were not meant for the insane. Friendship lies in the eye of the beholder. People have corrupted the purpose. Revenge is a wonderful thing. There's no sickness in health. Marriage doesn't work. Life is to fragile and complicated. Destiny is for robots. Music is for geniuses. I stopped reading fiction. I don't wanna be taken someplace that doesn't exists. I don't mind going there and not coming back. Sometimes its better to be alone. Sometimes its better to be with someone. Its the little things that matter. There is no gravity where i live. I hate rainy days. I love the color blue. I love the sun. 7:00 PM is absolutely beautiful. God exists and i love him. My eyes are open, and i know. The end justifies the means. Everything that happens, happens for a reason. It's all in your mind. The things we love are always first to go. There won't be another moment like the the one you're living now. The hottest sand is always the one we are on. The outcome is always on us.  Maybe it's true what they say. People never change, you can't break the broken. I've already been to hell and back. And I just don't care what you have to say, so stop talking and go 'Cause I'm already gone. I loved you but i fucked up. And now it all comes back to me. And now it all comes down on me. No one can carry the weight of the world on their shoulders, so I won't even try. So what if i drink? So what if i smoke? Maybe you should judge someone with judgement, maybe you should judge someone who gives a shit. Some people spend their whole lives wondering what if ? I confess, i am one of them (hence my self-loading). But when we make a decision, we are doomed to fail, or to hail. There is no middle ground in this war. Either you do what you have to do, or you do what you want to do. Nevertheless, the outcome is on you.

"... Don't Tell me if I'm Dying, cause i don't wanna know

  If i can't see the sun, then maybe i should go..."

Aunque no sea conmigo

A placer, puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario que por mi parte yo estare esperando el dia en que te decidas a volver y ser feliz como antes fuimos  Se muy bien que como yo estaras sufriendo a diario la soledad de dos amantes que al dejarse esta luchando cada quien por no encontrarse  Y no es por eso que halla dejado quererte un solo dia estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida por tu felicidad a costa de la mia  Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad del gran amor que aun te tengo puedes jurar que al que te tiene lo bendigo quiero que seas feliz aunque no sea conmigo

Enrique Bunbury

PRETENDE

LO IMPORTANTE ES PARECER, NO SER, ME DIJO UNA AMIGA ESTA TARDE. Y PARA SER SINCERO, NO SE, CREO QUE LE CREO YA ES MUY TARDE PARA SER YO. LAS PERSONAS EN ESTE SIGLO NO SABEN EN DONDE ESTAN. CREEN QUE TIENEN TODO Y NO TIENEN NADA. LA VIDA ES DEMASIADO CORTA PARA SER. PREFIERO PARECER Y PASARLA BIEN QUE SER OTRO NUEVO QUE SE QUEDA ARRAIGADO EN EL CAJON. PREFIERO PARECER FELIZ AUNQUE POR DENTRO ESTE MURIENDO. PREFIERO NO CREER EN EL AMOR, SIN ESTAR CONTIGO POR MIEDO. QUIERO TANTAS COSAS MATERIALES Y SIN EMBARGO NECESITO TU ESPIRITU INFINITO. PREFIERO UN CIELO GRIS A UN CIELO AZUL. UN CORAZON FUERTE A UN CORAZON DE LUZ. PREFIERO UNA MEDALLA DE HONOR A UN BESO DE TU BOCA BAJO LA SOMBRA DEL SOL. PREFIERO VIVIR EN OTRO MUNDO SIN TU AMOR. PREFIERO NO SABER DE TI A MORIR EN EL INTENTO. INTENTO NO RESPIRAR OTRO SEGUNDO DE TU CUERPO. CUERPO ETERNO QUE SE FUNDE CON EL TIEMPO. TIEMPO DE SOBRA TENEMOS PARA APARENTAR NO QUERERNOS. QUERERNOS COMO DOS INDIVIDUOS AMANDONOS COMO UN ENTERO. ME ENTERO QUE PREFIERES SER TU Y NO UN DESIERTO. DESIERTO DE INCERTIDUMBRE QUE SE UNE SI SE ENCIENDE. TE ENCIENDE VER LA LUNA Y LAS ESTRELLAS QUE SE ENTIENDEN. NO LO ENTIENDES. ESTA VIDA ES MUY CORTA PARA SER UNA GENTE. PRETENDE, QUE TE SALDRA MEJOR A LA LARGA Y A LA CORTA. PRETENDE QUE VIVIRAS MAS ANIOS EN EL FRENTE. PRETENDE, QUE EN TU VIDA SALDRA EL SOL DE NOCHE SIENDO DE DIA. PRETENDE QUE UN SER HUMANO ES LO QUE PROYECTA. PRETENDE QUE EL QUE ACTUA NO SUFRE POR AMOR NI SE ENFERMA DE TEMOR CUANDO DESPIERTA SOLO Y PRETENDE.