The things we love are always first to go

I know i shouldn't be writing this letter. Its inappropriate, and a little bit desperate. I also know that if i gathered the courage to write it, i should also have the courage to send it. There are no shortcuts to heaven, i learned this the moment i met you. Throughout my life I've made countless mistakes which i sooner or later regret. But yours i regret everyday. And i realize this because you don't wake up next to me. Your smell, your silly laugh, I miss you. And i know it sounds out of the blue, but i do, i really miss you. I miss that night when my moon were your eyes and my tomorrow was you. I miss our talks, i miss our fights. I miss all those seconds lost from time. But i guess non of this matters now. Because you made a choice. Unlike me you followed your heart and it led you to him. I hope you'll never forget me, cause I know i'll always remember you. The things we love are always first to go..."aún hoy aún hay".