You can't break the broken

A lot has changed since I've been lost. Maybe not my name, maybe not my face but pretty much everything else. I stopped believing in love. I stopped believing in chance. I no longer fear death. I don't care about the World, its fucked up anyway. The laws made by the sane were not meant for the insane. Friendship lies in the eye of the beholder. People have corrupted the purpose. Revenge is a wonderful thing. There's no sickness in health. Marriage doesn't work. Life is to fragile and complicated. Destiny is for robots. Music is for geniuses. I stopped reading fiction. I don't wanna be taken someplace that doesn't exists. I don't mind going there and not coming back. Sometimes its better to be alone. Sometimes its better to be with someone. Its the little things that matter. There is no gravity where i live. I hate rainy days. I love the color blue. I love the sun. 7:00 PM is absolutely beautiful. God exists and i love him. My eyes are open, and i know. The end justifies the means. Everything that happens, happens for a reason. It's all in your mind. The things we love are always first to go. There won't be another moment like the the one you're living now. The hottest sand is always the one we are on. The outcome is always on us.  Maybe it's true what they say. People never change, you can't break the broken. I've already been to hell and back. And I just don't care what you have to say, so stop talking and go 'Cause I'm already gone. I loved you but i fucked up. And now it all comes back to me. And now it all comes down on me. No one can carry the weight of the world on their shoulders, so I won't even try. So what if i drink? So what if i smoke? Maybe you should judge someone with judgement, maybe you should judge someone who gives a shit. Some people spend their whole lives wondering what if ? I confess, i am one of them (hence my self-loading). But when we make a decision, we are doomed to fail, or to hail. There is no middle ground in this war. Either you do what you have to do, or you do what you want to do. Nevertheless, the outcome is on you.

"... Don't Tell me if I'm Dying, cause i don't wanna know

  If i can't see the sun, then maybe i should go..."