MONSTER (This is my last post, enjoy)

You know, having a blog nobody reads is kind of sad, and pathetic... Because when you think about it, what's a blog anyway? It's a virtual space, it's your virtual space, where you post your feelings; all your boring, angry, sad, suicidal feelings... Everyone is trying to show off, who writes the coolest poem or who writes the perfect haiku. This is not even real. This is the internet. It's intangible, it's not human. So, as human as you may try to sound, it won't reflect the whole picture. If you feel the need to be heard, get a friend, or go to a psychologist. Or if you're really screwed up go to a psychiatrist, i'll be happy to take your meds for you. Getting back to my previous point, I guess I'm tired of reading all the crap that people are posting. Everyone is writing about how sad they're life is, in different words, with ultimately the same meaning. If you're thinking that I'm doing the same thing, hence my self loathing. I'm done writing on a blog, but before i go i want to give my readers one last lesson. I've learned that in life, sometimes you have to do what's wrong to make things right. Some people try to be normal, others want to be different. I say that humanity is overrated. I've lost it. You call me an asshole i tell you thats fair. This is how i've coped: a red bull every once in a while to help me get through the day, sleeping pills to get me through the night, alcohol to tolerate people, cigarettes to help me keep the self loading under control. Monster: Say whatever is on your mind, do whatever the fuck you want. Yes, i hate people and No, i don't have a problem.