PITY

Wouldn't it be great if you could have a help button in life. Just push it and you know what to do. Or to have a sign out option. When you need some time to think things through you just log out of life to take a break from this society. The score tonight is 2-0. 2 being women, 0 being my pride. The guy that said that life was balance was clearly high. The truth always hurts. Specially when you're as down as me. That shit is more lethal than alcohol, drugs, cigarettes. So watch out everybody. Sometimes you just gotta let go you know? Hanging on to a moment, a loved one, a friendship is not always the best thing to do. Maybe thats the problem in the first place. Admitting there was a problem. Now to quote death cab for cutie "So one last touch and then you'll go. And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me". That last touch meant the World to me. There was too much pressure. My hope at the time was dangling on a tremulous rope. I did all i could to save her, but she slipped through my fingers once more. Maybe it was vile, but it wasn't cheap. It was out of pity but she still got the best of me.