The thing that should not be.

i feel like shit. I did something yesterday that i promised myself i was never going to do again. So much for honour.. Im an asshole, Im a motherfucking asshole. You are supossed to learn from your mistakes right? then why the fuck do I always end up repeating them. I guess that's what i do. I was watching The Last Samurai earlier and they were talking about honor. You don't see honorable people in this society anymore. There aren't. I'm in a dark place right now. I just hope that the person forgives me.